Thursday, February 21, 2008

lama muay thai

I trained at this gym yesterday with Kim, it took hours of driving around to find it, but luckly the bike is fun and easy, one of the best condision of bikes i've rented in thailand so far.
finaly after driving in circles some cute young kids hopeed on there scooter and had us fowwlow them to the place.
it was a fair size gym, with two rings, a bunch of bags, but no mats anywhere... whats up with that.. who wants to skip rope on cement? well i tryed for a bit and it sucked so i just jumped on a tire for a bit to get warmed up.
i felt quite silly in my size too small boxing shorts and no shirt when everyone ease had a shirt on, but what ever..
odd thing about the camp, tons of whitre people, almost all white people! so weird, but there was a white owner so i gues it makes sence.
we got a free set of thai wraps and the class was only 300 B wich is an ok price, seing how most places want 500 for a single day.
(which is way too much!)
th eowner took us through the basics and found deep flaws in every move i had. it was good but really humbling, i felt like i didn't know shit.. at all.
but if i could get that detal of corection once a month or so, i'd totaly switch over to this gym. i guess just another reason to move to ching mai
after that i got pulled into the ring to do some pad work, and the coaches were nice, but pushed me hard. it took a bit to figure ou thee rithom and what they wanted but it was ok.
they alkso did something i haven't seen since fiartex in the usa when the last 30 sec they push you really hard, then pushups between rounds.
after 3 round i was preaty beat and did some bag work, but got called into the ring for clench work , where like always i got my as anded to me, but did lear a bit, and got to trrain witha really nice, way ripped thai kid. i think i got a bit more respect from them becaue each time i was slamed into the flor, i just jumped up smiled and whent back at it..
afterthat i when to work my kicks on the bag but got called in to the outher rind and told to put my gloves on, so i did and a very stern thai guy wanted to spare.. oh fuck, now i was regretting having my outher guyms name on my thai shorts..
i started out expecting him to just work slow tec work, well after the first hard as fuck kick to the side i knew that wasn't the deal, he pummled the fuck out of me, amnd i came close a few time s to cursing hi8m out in thai, but i just kept getting up each time my legs were kicked out from under me, trying to recompose myself each time the wind was knocked out of me, and trying not to lo to see if i hada bloody nose yet, though i could tell he was going easy with the punches..
that when on for about 20 min,
i got in a few good hard kicks and push kicks, which I always apoligised form and asked if it hurt and if he was ok, it seemed i finaly broke the ice with him and i think he got bord with knocking the wind out of me, or kicking welts into my shins...
the restvof the time he, like most people at the gym want to ask me questions about Kim, and like everyone ealse in Asia they won't acept the idea that she's not my girlfriend. or wife
and everywhere we go people are telling us how nice we are togeather and asking when well have babys or insisting onhow cute they'll be, much to Kims horror.
what an insane world. anyways SHe trained with a crazy old dude, and i even had a student come up and warn me about him, he kept tryiong to dance with her and ask her out.. what a nut job..

anyways, i'm still sore as fuck , and quite beaten up, not sure yet if i'm going to go train again, Kim wants to.. but i'm not sure.. but still have a few hours to figure that out....

Wednesday, February 20, 2008

chang mai

been here for a few days, showing Kimberly around, having her meet at my crazy friends up here.
been serching out some goodies for my truck, and getteing her some tatical poutches an such so she can look all Lora Croft. today we hope to get some muythai training, just need to find a good gym. it has been nice to have the extra encuragment to go train, if anything i've been the lagger.
which is usaly not me.
anyways, it's been fun up here, but a bit expencive. we've gotten to rent some fun bike, first day I got a cbr 400 rr, but it was fucking floged, so I turned that in and got a super 4 which is far more fun than it should be. for a flying couch it zippy and feels nimble, probaly juyst because it dosen't have square tires like the rest of the bikes up here.
last night we rolled around this my friend pee pots bike club the hell raisers, it was fun to get to ride in a pack again, after so many years. and I think it was proably a noval experince for Kim.
(lol, and i seem to always freek out the bikers up here, they always cring when i jump my bike off the curb, last night i drove down some stairs but didn't have enough room to launch the bike off the curb so ground it a tad, thoses poor guys think i'm nuts)
today I hope to track down a snorkle system, or at least part of one for the trucky, becasue having to mod up my own system will be a total pain in the ass, even if i can just get the head/scoop i'll be doing good, but trying to explan to shops what you want is a bit tricky. and of cource traveling with an asian girl everyone is ass confused when i can speek thai and she can't, normaly to such an extent we can't get anywhere with them... it is funny though.
unluckly we missed Laura by one day, she was flyiong out of chaing mai while we were on the train heading up.. crap sticks
i think we have about 2 days or so left up here then to head down to BKK, to do more training and be in for Moosy and Tab to arive.
it's such kaos, after last time preaty much alone for 8 months, now with so many people visteting, it's exciting, but sometimes overwhelming, but i am very excited for Moosy to get here.
hope fully we can do some scuba togeather..
outher than that and constantly loosing my mind... everything is working it's self out.







............................
I surely knew it was a trap yeYet my hands they would not listenI shoulda known your word was flapComin' out all sweet an drippin'O so where could i go - yes but to the lordI been to your house an' see what you adoreI left there stiff - stiff as a boardWhere could i go but to the lordWhen will i hurt for heaven's sakeWhen will i suffer for the sake of heavenAll my love well it is madnessFreely given to you folks with gladnessI will not live and die - no not by the swordI am weak without the joy of the lordTaste and see that the lord is goodLet's bend our knees like we know we shouldWe can't see clear - our eyes are made of woodTaste and see boy that the lord is good
16hp

Saturday, February 16, 2008

"Bottles & Cans"


I think about, you know life and what it really means,
I drink about it,
I think i'm busting at the seems,
Don't over think it,
I think somebody told me that before,
Yea whatever thats my attitude what can I say,
Evidently I was raised to be this way,
But incidently there's days I really want to change,
If heaven sent me,
Then why do I feel this crazy? got a man down mayday mayday,
Bottles and Cans,
Seeds and stems,
Down to my last roach,
Here I am again,
Caught between tomorrow and yesterday,
Tellin' myself it'll be okay,
Bottles and Cans,
Seeds and Stems,
Will I ever change, guess it all depends, feels like nothin' ever went my way, tellin' myself it'll be okay,
Broken-hearted, I've been listenin' to my head scream,
Got it spark it,
You hear that or is it just me,
What's the matter are you feeling just like me,
Has anybody seen my mind i cant find it,
Life is flyin',
Somebody rewind it, were all dying,
And just runnin' around buyin' it,
I think we've gotten a little too open minded, got a man down, mayday, mayday,
Bottles and Cans,
Seeds and stems,
Down to my last roach,
Here i am again, caught between tomorrow and yesterday,
Tellin' myself it'll be okay,
Bottles and Cans,
Seeds and stems,
Will I ever change, guess it all depends,
Feels like nothin ever went my way,
Tellin' myself it'll be okay,
Broke and lonely,
Chokin on dro can I borrow another tommorow dear lord,
I'm scopin' hopin' some door can open,
And my folks don't even know me no more,
My kids are growin' and my age is showin',
Will of the seeds I sow gonna sprout i'm not sure,
The doubt and the lure is a couch of valour,
With a mirror and a blade and a pile of inpure,
Bottles and Cans,
Seeds and stems,
Down to my last roach,
Here I am again,
Caught between tomorrow and yesterday,
Tellin' myself it'll be okay,
Bottles and Cans,
Seeds and stems,
Will I ever change,
Guess it all depends,
Feels like nothin' ever went my way,
Tellin' myself it'll be okay,
Bottles and Cans,
Seeds and stems,
Down to my last roach,
Here I am lookin',
Caught between tomorrow and yesterday,
Tellin' myself it'll be okay,
Bottles and Cans,
Seeds and stems,
Will I ever change, guess it all depends,
Feels like nothin' ever went my way,
Tellin' myself it'll be okay,
Bottles and Cans.

-Rehab-

Friday, February 15, 2008

A day in Saigon

again let me apoligise for the shit spelling, bloggers spell check isn't working , still.

so while in Vietnam it's been like this, First day in Saigon i got a bical taxi and hit the war rements musium, a cathredral and a chinese tempal, then early the next moring headed to phan thaip to meet Kimberly and her family, after a few days down ther i came back to Saigon and have kept busy, doing tours the last 2 days, dush bagish but a good way to see alot, on a tour you can see in one day the stuff it would take to see in about 4 or 5 with out all the hassle, but also with out all the chram that that hasle brings.
well, today was about just tracking out on my own and doing stuff, and taking care of stuff.
i was out walking around for about 10 hours or so, started by picking up my ticket back to bkk, i was sad to dump that much money 200!!! but need to meet somone whos flying into BKK soon, so unluckly don't have the time to head up through nam through laos, ect ect.
next i got a map got lost and then figured out my way, hit the big market, which as people fucking rave about it, wasn't that specal, but i guess most people haven't wandered the markest of kashkar so maybe i'm just jaded.
i picked up some presents for my buddie/(past) roommate/domestic partner Dave tryed to bargen on some ouyther stuff, but had to walk away becasue i couldn't get it to a price i wanted..
lol, side noat, it's funny, i've bought about 5x as much crap this trip on my last trip out to this side of the earth.. odd.
anyways, after that i walked for ever till i hit the reunifacation palace, got to look at all the photos of Vietnams gloryis defeat of the US invaders, step by step. (there a whole shit load of that here!)
i wandered around the palace for hours, which was intresting, never anything i'd plan to do, but it was cool.
ooh heres some photos from my phone (which as a camra is about 10x as conveniont as my stupid ass expencive camra...
not sure if this will work but i'll try.
a coool tank.. wel fuck all tanks are cool but this one still has ins machine guns, fule tanks and tracks!
thisn is one of the tanks that smashed through the gates when the palace was retaken.

and in the basment was lots of cool old stuff like this...
oh and this!!!

sweet!
after that it was a few miles to the post office to mail some post cards.. which was crazy enough in it's self, shit ons of tourest taking pictures of the post office, tour groups, there was a gift shop.. not sure what that was all about..
ooh and here you dopr the mail a big goopy bowl on pecker snot looking paste!! so weird!
and of cource coming out i was ataced by a relenless moto driver, and a girl that damanede that i buy staps from her... they both fowleed me for about 5 min auntill i wandered out into traffic..
about that..
ok, in china you just ran you ass off thoug traffic, in thailand you stay out of it, and take the ped bridegs that are everywhere. but in cambodia and vietnam, you walk very slowly, as they wizz around you at every side.. it's disturbing, i try to not even look becasue if you flinch and stop you'll mess up someones timing and thell plow into you!
i got a masage and a ear clean.. sounded so weird i had to try, it was weaird and a bit painfull, i'm not sure if i even want to try to exlane what it felt like!
but the whole experince was intresting and fun, the girls were super nice, and kept patting my head and pinching my cheaks, and one threatend to hit me becasue i didn't want a drink.. that the same one who insisted she feel me gum, and when walking on my back sliped off and instintvly i reached out to stop her fall and touched her butt, she made a very unhappy noise about that..
then after a long march (and a few wrong turns i got back to my guest house, across the street got a t shirt that i'm really going to be happy i bought or will really regret.. also a pair of sandles made from tracter tires, they are really cool and i've wanted a pir since i saw some old ones in cambodia at the land mine musium, i had a chance to buty some atuntic ones at the vc tunnles but they had ones that were huge, and tiny....
the ones i got are the right size and a bit better desined, but not as athentic. the real ones are just tire side wall as a soul, intertube as straps, the ones i got are a bit fancyer.. but a shirt and some shoes for 5 bucks i can't complane.
ow i'm gonna go out and get somethine for moosie that i saw yeasterday, and think she'll eally like.. but of cource i have shit taste when it comes to getting stuff for outher people.
bla!
p.s. i ate chicken featusius yesterday. there half developed bones were a bit crunchy....

Thursday, February 14, 2008

who's got yellow feaver?


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two nice korean air stewerts, behind them a cool lady from Kenya, and to the left a Chinese man that had his faimly with him, and i was the only one on the trip that could speak chinese, and they couldn't speek any english.. lol, crazy days..

mekong delta


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BEEEEZZZ!

sweet


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you can't argue, thers something sexy to this..
and not just her sad face..


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sigon...

so, today i hit the mekong delta, i think really becase of the years at the LL listing to Duncan storm on about da nag and the mekong delta, as if he were an old war vetran.. well then he'd kick the crap out of someone... lol those were the days..
anyways, it was fun, it was silly tourest crap, but i made it fun by just jumping into everything, helping guid the baot, sitting outside the cabin, helping little old ladys about.. it was fun.
i broke down and got a conacal hat, yea, white people in them are fucking stupid, but after cooking myself in cambodia...
i gotta say, asain girls in them, are painfully hot..
it was a lot of sillyness, but a guy i met from Bangladesh who was way too excited to be my friend kept things entertaing.
and all the vitmanise people i came across were fantastic, i'm guessing the people in the nort are the ones who gave viatnam a reptaution for being a worable palce to be a tourest.
yea, yea, i know spell check isn't working on blogger for some reason, anoying but i don't have the time to fuck with it..
today on the tour ther was a chines family and it was fun yet fustratin to chat with them, i really have forgotten sooo much of that langage..
ok, well, i'm being glutinos and got a privat room for the night, it'll be the first time i've had a privat palcae to sleep in the last month!!
woot.
i'm not going to head up north unluckly.. nor to cambodia again, i need to get to thailand to meet a friend, so i'm going to have to break down and buy a 200 ticket.. fucking sucks!
but, it's that or take about 40 hours of bus strate to make it in time.. and it would still cost clost to 100 or more..
tired.. gonn get off the internet.
i keep trying to use flikr but it keeps not working, so i don't knw when if ever i'll get my photos up, i did pick some key ones and i'm just working on getting those to laos now.. fucking flikr! but if notinhg easle i'll get about 3 up on myspace..

Wednesday, February 13, 2008

in a hole!

No!
Huh!
Live in a room
An empty room
Four walls
White walls
I live in a hole
Huh!
No!
I live in a hole
Not some trailer park
I won't die
In a chip-to-lie?? home
I live in a hole
Huh!
Live in a hole
Huh! Hoh! Huh! Hoh!
Every day
I get less civilized
It's a lot of work
To dig in that hole
Hunh!
No!

big black..

eh my title just made me have to throw that.
well, ok, after a 7 hour chat with moosie i regained a healthy chunk of my sainty, so on agian on again jigity jig!
after catching about 6 hours in a room full of 12 people, but one of the first times sleeping in a bed for about a week, i got up with the sun and hit the VC tunnles.
yea i was stuck with a shit tour group, sadly it's kinda a necasary evil, but seeing how i've been living the better chunk of my life in a self induced hald faided vietnam flash back i had to go.
yep yep,,, first we when to a crazy temple where the twisted mix of many religens had crated an odd system that i in now meens have the energy to try and explan.. wow, yea i just got a herd of drooling slobering, yaping vitmise childern at the computer nex to me, .. and they won't stop touching me, .. ok i picked the one up who kept touching me and put her in a chair that i found, thats better..... lol
anyways, yea crazy temple, single secared eye, crazy colered robes, chanting, a bit of crazyness and 1 billion anyoing tourest shoving there camras in everyones faces, fashes strobing, and old german people yealling to try and talk over the muics the small chines instrumt band was playing, and a group of girls in white rodes were singing.. i was glad to get out of there, next off to lunch and of coure they (as laura would say) brought us to a west-arant, lol, one look at the x3 overprice mune and i took a walk down the high way, much toi the horrar of the few honkies sitting outside the west-arant,
about 1/2 a klick down the road i found a cool place to eat, and hung out wth some col, shirtless guys who spoke not a like of english, and my vietmanise is a sad sad thing!
but everyone way really nice and i got to drink some rice wisky/wine out of an old sprit bottle, but fearing missing the bus out here got me back to the bus early.
the VC tunnles were great, but i really wish i had someone to share the experince with, but it was still cool, everyone though i was nuts becasue when they showed the tiny trap door to the caves and asked if anyone wanted to go down i said fuck yea and jumped in! it was cool, and i got a realy silly photo of me coming out.. then another tourest tryed and got his fat ass stuck, and it was funny!
there was a shooting range but at 1.60 a bullet i said fuck that... till i saw the full auto m60, but didn't have enought $ with me anyways.. on display to shoot they had about 10 guns, and i had them all less 2, the m1 carbine and the m60, and once people found i knew a little about it i spent about 15 min awancering queations about them.
cralwing throught the tunles was, fun, but wuld ahve been cool to have someone to share the experance with.. at first 1/2 the group got about 10 meaters in and said fuck this, about 50 meater down about another 1/2 turned around, and at the first exit everone ealse excetp me got out, in some areas there were dim red lights monted in the wall but most of the time ou were in pitch black, i did have my little key cahin light to use (thanks again ribeye!) but that just semed like cheating, it was crapey and weair but not too bad, till i found a turn off in pitch back, i was all alone down there and was a tad bit orryed about getting lost, but whats the point of living if we can't die in some exciting way, so i took it, it ended up being walled up a ways downb, as were quite a few outher turn offs, i passed a bunch of exits, but more and more were boarded up.. guess not often do people travel this far down.. everything was alright till all the sudden the tunnle was going down and getting tight enough to need to crawl. i stoped in pitch back silance, a bit scared, who knows how far past where i was suposed to come out i was , but hey it's for tourest, ut it's vitenam, and if some idiot gets lost no ones gonna get sued...
all alone, in a hole, who knows how far undergrond, i sit there contmplating, listening in the total blackness to things moving down there, probaly just little bus echoing off the walls, ok.. and i keep going, a bit invegrated by it, i guess i'ma bit of a junky for kaos, danger, ect.. but after about 10 more min i the dark i come across another dim light i the wall, so this isn't a forgotn part of the hundreds of miles down there.
anyways after awhile i comeout into an old surgry room, but no, it wan't cool and crapybecasue the roof has been removed to let light in.. it was an exit tot eh top, there was another tunnle leading on, but some very large very old folks were headed in that way, and that spells no fun.
right now i'm contmplating hitting the mekong delta, cool, but i've kind had my fill mof being hurded around with tourests.. or... getting the 30+ hour bus to hanoi to meet back up witha friend. i'll have to decide tonight before 10pm, ..
so we shall see.
oh or i could get a 100 doller plane ticket, but thats a fortune to spend ;)

Tuesday, February 12, 2008

Coal Black Horses

Just as sure as that suns gonna shine
When he comes at his table I will dine


Just as sure as that dog's gonna whine
In my heart no longer will I pine


Just as sure as by evil you are torn
The sky will open up an an angel blow his horn
an down come Jesus lookin' so fine
Just as sure as that girl she is mine....
an I say


Hey hey hey it's always forever
Hey hey hey it's never or now


I dug a hole an hollowed it out
Yes an I fell in
Oh lord I'm caught in the cord....
the cord of my own sin


Shoot 'em up cowboy - yeah I got away,
but I been dragin' this chain the whole way.....
an I say


Hey hey hey it's always forever
Hey hey hey it's never or now


Oh yea boys I know an I am certain
in your heart of heart ye all are hurtin'
Oh no no no not that name not to me
It's much too hard to get down on my knees
But just as sure as by evil you are torn
the sky will open up an an angel blow his horn
an down come Jesus lookin' so fine
Just as sure as that girl she is mine.....
I say.....

also

girls speaking Vietanmise are really cute!

Monday, February 11, 2008

Saigon... shit; I'm still only in Saigon...

Saigon... shit; I'm still only in Saigon... Every time I think I'm gonna wake up back in the jungle. When I was home after my first tour, it was worse. I'd wake up and there'd be nothing. I hardly said a word to my wife, until I said "yes" to a divorce. When I was here, I wanted to be there; when I was there, all I could think of was getting back into the jungle. I'm here a week now... waiting for a mission... getting softer; every minute I stay in this room, I get weaker, and every minute Charlie squats in the bush, he gets stronger. Each time I looked around, the walls moved in a little tighter.
(Apocalypse Now)

here i am again, after a wirl wind, on the edge of anaroxia, cutting, pill abuse, and taking up smoking cigrets with a fiercness, not to mention the deep (devient)depravity lurking in some cold corner of my soul.
the last week was something, something good, enlihting, but igrance sadly is well conected with some sort of bliss.

so for now i'll just be alittle sad for people who are blind to there true overwhilming worth. morn it and stop with that.

i'm back in sigon.
the bus was of cource an experince, not out of the ordanarly but it's something to talk about insted of outher things which i shal give my mind and heart a rest from.
it's a older minni bus (aka van) with seating for about 10 people, and with 30 people in it. hot sweaty people, (no working ac of cource, thats more of a norm) vomiting people, people who keep trying to ask me to do stuff with i can not understand. the large dose on zanax i decided to talk on an empty stomic i'm sure did aid me.
thou i did finly figure out that they were ither throwing me off the bus to leave me by the side of the road, or.. oh yea, getting out the push the bus for about 15-20 min.
i kept nodding out, and of cource without head rests i was head butting people. thats nice, old folks like that i'm sure. shit come on some one's gotta like that, but it was a stardling way to reenter relity over and over and over agin, but i don't know if it was the overwhilming vomiting from one of the girls in fromt of my emo dope dance i was doing they finly let me sit in front where there was a head rest, and that really helped.
after our 1000000 stops to pick up people on the side of the road, drop off people and what semed just to yell at people, (quite a past time on the bus, screaming at motorcycles as we wize by with inches to spare..)
i'm getting hussled off the bus and atacked by motocycle taxi drivers, after quite a bit of negoation, including walking away about 3 times, have one of the drivers good heartly grab me by the sholders and yell something?? in my ear a few time (oh a a wink , a nod and a signed out message from the granny selling quail eggs that the price i was driving was fair) I got to my dorm i'm staying at over an internet caffee..
just need t share a tiny, steamy room with about 20 outhr people.. no problem.

anyways. i don't feel like typing any mo...

Saturday, February 9, 2008

star no star

Babylon was built on fire
-out of- the bones of useless machines
It hurt to breath!..xxx
(And) you fell away from me

Packs of helicopters divide
Across a crowded sky
What angels did you ride
(As) I staggered at your side

Babylon was built on fire
-out of the- bones of useless machines...
It hurt to breath!
(And) you fell away from me

Citizens in their homes
Missiles in their holes
And citizens in their homes
And missiles in their holes...

?(This highway needs rain)
?Across both of its lanes
?Until all that remains
?Is this heart and its flames
?And the rumble of trains
?'Neath of a handful of stars

The brightest night I ever saw
Across an empty parking lot
No stars...

A.S.M.Z.A.T.T.L.L.C.


~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

when confronted by blinding beauty: turn away. it's always tainted, thickly the air of insanity sufacates.. to who the owner of that dence fog is of course imposable unclear.
we know the out come miles ahead, in past lives, far before the circumstance.
.not only do all systems fail!

..

and to attempt a force forgetting of the system-a (of) everything in a fools skill, sorely lamented by the ones who can see, luckily some times I'm not too bright, to only hope for more lapses/idiot grins.

Tuesday, February 5, 2008

sigon...

just got in, zanaxed out the whle trip, people say it makes you feel nice, it just puts me to sleep, and i don't see whats so exciting about that, unles your ona bus or plane.
once i got in i got my on ward ticket for the morning and hit the amreican war crime musium, which was cool becasue there was tons of tanks and stuff like that..
so far everythingfs been really easy, i had to serch for about an hour to find a place to sleep that wan't going to be 17 bucks or so, found a cramped stuffy dorm.
but, it's just sleep.
i recived an emaile from my friend kim, so i'm not sol, and i'm not stuck in sigon for the tet offencive, opps i meen chinese new year.
i've gotten by not getting too riped off so far,got to go buy a nam smi card, and maybe try and eat someting again before i try and crash..
i also have tro say i so afar have been amazed by how nice the vietnamise people have been, i have heard nothing but horrar story about how awful they are to tourests here.. but even though i have had a few scams pulled over on me, everyone has been nice, and not even gotten mad when i catch them short changing me, or tryng to change prices after the fact...

paddy's sport center

while in cambodia i whent to paddi's gym, to train muy kamer, or really just muy thai/boxing. gotta say that was the shittyest class i've ever gone to, and trained at fairtex before!
abslutly no train, no instruction, and unless you have tits no pad work.
the place was filthy, it was cleaner traing on the parking lot with the cambodian guys I met a few days before.
and it looked like no one there knew how to fight at all.
no hand wraps, no water.
a real disapointment seeing how I was hoping to move there and train for a few months.
now i gotta say, the old dude patty seemed really nice, and in there defence i was lot that that night was one of there bigger classes they have had.. but still. it was fucking pethitic! and i left fustrated, fuming and not feeling like I had gotten fuck all of a work out.
I have been planning in the back of my mind building a web site about train in south east asai, and i would give this place another try before make a final decision. or even gving them an ofical wright up.. but fuck! how anoying.

Saturday, February 2, 2008

getting lost..

so after a long day getting sun burnt, lost in insane Cambodian traffic. what to do, well. how about get lost in the city at night.. that was fucking frighting! in a big way, my travel friend wanted to go see a friends brother so we rode across town, but then she wanted to stayt out and drink, so i was stuck trying to find my way back to the guest house.. and i have a sepcal skill at getting ass lost.
I'm not sure what was more whorfing, aproching intersections where people don't even slow down for there red light they are running, the on coming traffic with no headlights down one way roads, the dark.. death allys that you need to pop into to turn around, the deep uncovered service holes that you need to nearloy avoid..
in this city every night at lest 4-5 people die at night from the roads and traffic..
after about an hour of driving in circles i was concidering ditching the bike and just taking a tuk tuk. what hell. and then after her long night of drinking the responce i get is how could you have gotten lost it's so easy.. suck!
that sucked big time, worse than the scary as shit traffic the day before..
anywyas, yesterday we finaly made it to the kamer rouge killing filds, it was a bit desturbing. today I hope to make it to the tourture prison.. so fuck up shit..
anywyas.. guess thats it for now. (looks like the spell check won't work again.. fucking Cambodian computers!!